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Thursday, December 30, 2004 |
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I really don't know what to say now.
oh well.
this sucks big time.
i'm feeling so damn bloody horrid
and sad,
and depressed.
but i said i wasn't.
how fake was that?
hmm..
spring cleaning today.
went to our new class.
3rd level, furthest frm the toilet.
which's a good thing.
can take longer trips to toilet.
*beams*
the whole class red in colour.
so gloomy.
i don't like it.
i want it to be green, at least.
oh well.
and we didn't get our connexio.
damn.
and tomorrow going to countdown party.
heheh.
at least something that can lift up
my spirits.
good.
shall not care about anything anymore.
and the pop on 29th.
heh.
i don't think i'll go.
i can't?
but i really don't feel like.
maybe i'll give that a miss.
who knows, i may
fall sick on that day.
29th.
29th.
wat an unlucky date.
coincidentally.
[david] i wanna watch that movie too. (: bring the rest along to watch with me. hah.
[jeannie] please call me when u come back to s'pore (:
[chui] thanks for talking to me about it today. i appreciate it.
[emily] thanks for telling me about wad christina told u abt wad she saw. hope it isn't true. lol. thnks [:
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004 |
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I shouldn't have.
Finally met Sam after so long.
Became so chio la.
((x
hahas.
oh well...
went to watch kungfu hustle.
damn bloody sadist la.
got this part the cat got sliced into half,
and another with the guy's head
sliced off.
and they fight here fight there like so fun liddat.
great la.
but its still nice to watch la.
((:
oh well..
damn bloody down now.
why la?
stupid.
stupid.
urgh.
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The Year Ahead (2005)
2005 will be the year I will really truly study hard.
2005 will be the year I lose atleast 3kg.
2005 will be the year I will pass all my math test.
2005 will be the year I will stop slacking.
2005 will be the year I will get enough sleep.
2005 will be the year I stop hogging the comp.
2005 will be the year I will get rid of my black hair.
2005 will be the year I forget about unhappy things.
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Sunday, December 26, 2004 |
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Inuyasha rawks.
((x
I'm gonna get the vcd set.
I dun care.
hahas...
Well.. I'm not quite hype today.
something happened.
the damn tsunami and earthquake
at phi phi island where my uncle's working.
Dunno where the hell he is now.
oh well..
somewhere in the mountain?
hmm..
what movie shall we watch this wed?
hahas..
Can't wait to see you samm!
i gonna hug u like crazy- hahas.
and smint, u better recover,
or else.
*sniggers*
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Saturday, December 25, 2004 |
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MERRY XMAS TO ALL!
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Friday, December 24, 2004 |
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Whee!
Christmas is here in less than 2 more hours!
((:
can't wait for this coming wednesday!
going out with sam and simin!
((x
lets watch movie and cine.
allright?
hmm..
about that
maybe i should risk it.
yes.
so I'm going to tell
soon.
but again,
what difference would it make?
Ahhs.
oh well.
lets hope for the best.
You guys wish me luck.
well, guess you don't know what I'm talking abt.
anyway,
merry christmas to everyone.
esp. to you.
Though i know you would not read this anyway.
ahh.. well.
this sucks. :/
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Thursday, December 23, 2004 |
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whee!
christmas eve tomorrow.
((:
hahas;
just came back fromm school.
the sec one registration thingy;
was the counsellor for sec one charity.
woah.
that class is full of brainy people.
and only 4 frm sngs.
the rest frm other schs.
damn clever la.
everyone like can take 3rd lang la.
bleh.
well..
i can't stand it anymore!
should i tell, should i tell?
bleh.
this sucks.
but i dun wan to embarrass myself again.
*sigh*
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Monday, December 20, 2004 |
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as i watched from afar...
okay
i shall cut the crap.
the exams over!
((:
hahas.
i wrote loads of crap.
everything i remembered,
i just crap everything down.
though i blanked out at one moment.
thanks to fabian sir and instructor.
((:
and the moi footdrill was disasterous.
not allowed to smile;
i laughed.
okaay.
points deducted.
ain't is wonderful?
and I dun know what the heck i was teaching.
hahs.
)):
for moi classroom;
was damn bloody nervous.
i can't remember the stuffs properly;
and i was practically reading off my cards.
points deducted?
duh.
oh well.
i hope i pass.
seriously.
i studied.
can u believe it?
((:
ahhs. christmas coming.
heheh.
sam!
welcome back to s'pore.
((x
That love is just A fragment of My imagination For I could never Confess my never-ending affection
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Saturday, December 18, 2004 |
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The exam's tomorrow.. -.-
well..
I don't really have much to say.
But to hope that i'll pass..
And guess wads the best part,
there's something wrong with my voice.
Great.
Gonna go christmas shopping later.
I'm going to get new clothes.
And all of your christmas presents.
Damn..
I'm gonna be BROKE till the end of december.
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004 |
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Went to do the group powerpoint thingy at Kellyn's house today.. Wahh.. interesting. Hahs. The powerpoint process was okay... yeah. and we manage to finish some of it. Some. left the animation and pictures part. Ben and Kellyn not abit laughing when lunch. Then darren came down along to dunno do whad.. nothing to do, some of us play cards and I realise that I seriously suck in tai di. Okay... shan't say any further.
We went present hunting at j8 after the whole thing. We starting hinting abt christmas presents.. And i realise that i'm broke. Haiz.. i wanted to save up to get the drums.. but anyway, Ben got kellyn this huge tigger.. and I going to get her some tigger stuffs at probably at Raffles cos loads of disney stuffs there.. yah. and then was thinking of getting darren's present. So ben said then darren is very holy holy. hahas. ok, then kellyn and i called him and hinted like crazy. ok, lame. hahs. so we shared money got him this funkky tee. Hmm.. and we took neo as souvenir. That machine is awesome. The designing period is like woah...stuck at 999 seconds till I was so bored of designing.. then i started to make it look worse. but quite cool got whitening tool. hahas.
Hmm.. so nervous for this sunday's exam. Especially the MOI classroom and footdrill. Die lar. well.. I don't think I can finish studying in time. Seriously, one big stack. And jolene, i know you're rolling your eyes now. Hmm.. and Ashlee RAWWKS! hahas. listening to her song like dunno how times since i used this comp. hahas. k, then. I shall do my homework. *sorry, but first priority is the bloody amath. grrr
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Monday, December 13, 2004 |
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3 posts in one day. isn't this such a accomplishment? well.. just went through the anco camp and now studying terribily hard for this sunday's exam. Can't believe I'm so hardworking... The camp was.. ok, other than the morning physical training which is an exception as I totally hated rounds and circuit. Seriously, I rather jog slower than run. And I can't sleep properly. I finally realise that the ground is really flat and hard. Hahas. And even though the windows are closed, it was damn bloody cold. And going to sleep to the noise of the ever melodious whinning of the classroom fan was delightful, indeed. But seriously, I can't sleep. And during the mealtimes and in squad, I was literally dazed, and almost falling asleep. But at least I woke up early and rushed to the empty toilet with Zoeraine and wash up and make our way down to the parade square. The sky is seriouslt damn bloody nice. The unblocked view of the dark blue sky with the stars is really hard witness due to the flats, tall buildings and TREES in Singapore. Really beautiful. And next, my group rawwks. Nightingale, the nicest sounding group name so far. The camp fire was great. Got real fire ma.. It was so awfully familliar, like the campfire i had in P6. hahas. but anyway, the december babies was called up including anna and we sang the birthday song in fluent cat language. Pro wad. hahas.
The group item was not what i've expected. I was dazed on stage. I like the fire. So i was staring at the fire. Then the fire so nice......... k, then I follow and dance. OK la. Mamo no.5, so line dance. Hahas. Hmm.. and one thing in particular. Somethings are so near, yet so far. I just don't understand why. WHY? I don't get it. Desiree, you should know what I' m talking about. It's distressing and I'm trying not the think so much about it. Yup... trying.
and Zoeraine, don't think too much about it kaes? Cheer up. And anna, su hui, good luck for the exam. Wish me luck too, as I seriously need that, big time.
In the meantime, I shall flip through the huge stack of notes and study hard for the exam. Cos i wanna pass it. And I must. HEH. so proud of myself, not.
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She watches from afar
as he walks into the room
not breathing a word
as her heart just skips a beat He doesn't see her
he doesn't know
quite how she feels inside But she'll go on
loving him
just like she always does
and never let on
what she feels How does she stay
loving him
if he'll never love her back?
To go on
day after day
pretending that she's not
dying inside
heh. nice poem right? not I write one la. if i write one i become shakesphere no.3. err. okaay
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WAIT! i'm changing my blogskin. ((:
my mom bought for me the scratchcard thingy. hahs. really addicitve. i won 2 bucks only la. almost won 20thousand. ALMOST okaay.
well.. i go eat my pasta first. finally can eat something.. decent. well, not that the camp food was bad. i wanna eat pasta. hah
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004 |
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I'm going to miss everyone. I'm going to miss my comfy bed; i gonna miss my computer. I'm going to miss everything. Well.. I'm only going for 4 days of camp.. :P hahas. k, nevermind.
See u on monday desiree. we gonna kill them all! waahahaha.
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Monday, December 06, 2004 |
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bleh. bleh bleh. This is so sucky, big time. My legs are so sore... aching.. dying. Well... be back online soon.
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